The future-happiness-vision would be to make loads of money so that I can live in a nice house in Italy or France and have a studio there and take it easy and make good tomato sauce all day and make some music from time to time and, just take it easy and have a family, a bunch of kids running around playing...

Worked for free for ever!!!! Now I’m sufficiently established to be one of the old men almost. After the field research I definitely will be. The fact that I’m here, in San Diego, and still working for free, inevitably makes everyone understand how interested (or possessed) I am, and that’s what’s needed.